Friends

What is friends, n who will become ur best friends and bad friends? I still remember in my life has a friend who r my best best friend. We knows each others since we r 6 years old, i can share everything with her e.g food, clothes, whatever i have n also our thinking our love. What we face v also will share to each other, i really think that she is my best friends, but after we growth i have our own friends, my study i just know all will be change. She always "play heart games". I never forget how she threat me before, i didnt angry but need to thanks her very much i just put this experience as my growthing process..... luckyly i didnt loss anything i still have another few best friends who always encourage me, give me advice n comfort me when im sad, face a problem. She loss my trust, but still hope god will blessing her.......

My Stress

Dun know y, may be is the last year for my study so this feeling is never stop when start my new sem on july 2009. Now is end of august, after i come bec from my hometown last nite i start think that, i need to put effort to study and do my final year project but i always just say only. How can i really able to follow what im saying.......
Maybe really stress cause me no mood to study, sometimes i will think that if i cant graduate i must very sadness so i will hardworking to study but this motivates just stay for few days, after this few days i will stand bec from the beginning.... Haiz!!!! Really wanna crazy, i love my parents, i love my family, i love him too..... i cant let them dissappointed, i want them be proud of me.... i know i can do it,,,,,, just have almost 9 month i will finish my degree.... Just "Kambateh".......

Your Smile

A drop of heaven from the sky
A sun kissed feather gliding by
A gentle breeze blown through my hair
Communicating with a stare
Dancing in a thunder storm
Suns embrace so soft and warm
Angels opening my eyes
Reaching up to touch the skies
Falling back into a bed
Not regretting what was said
Hearing your most favorite song
Your love's embrace so sweet and long
A full moon smiling back at you
A goodnight kiss, or maybe two
Never taking, only giving
You're smile makes my life worth living

I miss you.....

I know that i need to get over it
I know it wasn't true
but why is it that when i try to sleep my mind just circles back to you
i want to believe that it's gonna be okay
I'm lying to myself because I no its not
i almost forgot
what its like to touch your face
or what it was like to see you everyday
knowing that it was just me and you
why did you have to go and do
what you did
i wanna forgive you and say its okay
but then I'd have to live with that everyday
i would feel so low
so i guess i have to let you go
thats what they say right
if you love something let it free
if it comes back it s meant to be
i guess I'll just know
you once told me that you would always be in two places at once because you were always in my heart
so does that mean we're not really apart
i look at the pictures and the letters
hoping it will make me feel some what better
but it only makes it worse
i have so much anger that i have to let out
if i don't I'm afraid I'm gonna do something i might regret later
god i hate her
i guess i shouldn't hate her i should hate you
thats something i thought i would never do
my eyes start to water and my hands begin to shake
all this pain and suffering is more than i can take

You're my everything

I cannot sleep, I cannot eat
I'm so wrapped up in you
My mind swirls with bliss
Cause I'm in love with you

When I gaze at your face
I soar over the moon
The clouds lift me high
And the stars sing in tune

You are my heavenly music
And the words to my song
You are my heart and soul
I will love you forever long

I have learnt to trust again
And as a person I have grown
You have given my heart joy
With the love you have shown

I gasp your love: it is my air
My element and my world
I know no other ambiance
For you are my angelic girl

Life has never felt so good
I feel satisfied in every way
My path becomes clearer
With each passing day

Baby, I love you forever
And all that I will ever be
You are my moon, my sun
My stars, my earth, my sea

Heavens star dust encircles us
The path whirls beneath our feet
A magical bond has arisen
Two hearts ~ just one beat

Missing you......

the first day i am come back. i am so miss you, everyday think when just can go back to hometown to see you. do u miss me there?????? sometime i feel that i wanna crazy, you are so important for me, for my life...... how i can stop this feeling. everyday need to worry about you, what do you do, where are you and so on......

First Day.....

today is the first day i come back to Sarawak, all feeling are change. it seem like a dreaming, i think that so amazing that when i am go back to hometown i didn't have this feel. at sarawak need to independent all have to done by myself. at hometown what i want what i need all will be prepare. 2 years i stay here already, if can hope will graduate soon. 1 more year i dun know how to pass that moment but wishes it can reach faster.......